Cutting Crew

Oh I, I just died in your arms tonight
It must have been something you said
I just died in your arms tonight

I keep looking for something I can't get
Broken hearts lie all around me
And I don't see an easy way to get out of this
Her diary it sits on the bedside table
The curtains are closed, the cats in the cradle
Who would've thought that a boy like me could come to this

Oh I, I just died in your arms tonight
It must've been something you said
I just died in your arms tonight
Oh I, I just died in your arms tonight
It must've been some kind of kiss
I should've walked away

Is there any just cause for feeling like this?
On the surface I'm a name on a list
I try to be discreet, but then blow it again
I've lost and found, it's my final mistake
She's loving by proxy, no give and all take
Cause I've been thrilled to fantasy one too many times

Oh I, I just died in your arms...

It was a long hot night
She made it easy, she made it feel right
But now it's over the moment has gone
I followed my hands not my head, I know I was wrong

Oh I, I just died in your arms...

Mulder hasn't had many good relationships in his life. He is always betrayed or loses the love. Any kind of relationship he has now, if any at all, are probably one night stands. If he finally admits his love for Scully, what would her reaction be? Would she return his love or would she push him away? He spends his life looking for love, only to come up empty handed. He tries to hide his love for her but he can't, it's too hard. He is too afraid to admit his love, too afraid that she'll reject him. If she did, he'd die.